The One & Only Me:)

2010-05-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE BLOGGER, HELLO TUMBLR(:

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2010-05-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

I hate that stupid teacher! Ccb, eh everytime you aim at me only! You mind your own fucking business can or not? Okay uh, you scold me already... then still must ask me stupid riddle questions? Eh, FUCK OFF LA. So what if i was being defiant? I wasn't gonna throw the table at your face right? Fine uh, maybe i admit i was at wrong. But, be more nicer la bitch. Smack your face then you know, muahahah.

Cb man, today just isn't my day.

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2010-05-08T01:14:00.000-07:00

I’ve been too fuckin’ kind lately.

I thought that helping, being nice to people was the right way to go.

Guess i was wrong.

No one’s returning the kindess.

No one seems to be helping me.

All of you are just thinking of your fuckin’ selves.

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2010-05-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

Hello, sorry for not updating for a veryvery long time. I have exams and alot of things recently happened within this short period of time. Whutever. Lets elab about todayz.
Woke up, waited for the bus. Saw [insertname]. 3 TIMES IN A ROW ALREADY. MAIE GODD. (bagchi accent) Kk, then bused to school. Had English exam. Okok uh. Then 1hr plus break and has History Exam. Also okok uh. Then, after exam, went to Norhtpoint. Wanted to buy the berrylite but not enough money. Whutever. Then go mother place eat pizaa then go home. So far, i never really revise for tomorrows MT and Math. Idc la. MAIE GODD, i'm so bored. :D && i want it to be 4 days in a row! Haha, k shush. Kk la, bye peeps.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night skys are like shooting stars?

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2010-04-29T02:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday[Wednesday]
Morning, as usual. Bused to school with the Berry girls. Morning, had Mother Tongue. Esssh, teacher asked me one question then i just buat bodoh. Hahah, i know the answer but i don't know what to say. After that, had english. Very boring sia. Recessed then had IT ^^ . Mr Nat looks like Korean y'know. Hahah, then during IT, Shahirah keep pulling my [insertthing]. Fuck leh. Hahah, funny. Then i also pulled hers but no sound. Then spenser see like shockshock like that! Thenthen, had science and math. Boring!

After school, went to Northpoint with my BerrySisters. I messaged Andi about something.. And he knew that was my number and that was me. -.- Then,walked around for a while then went to my mother's school. Then went back home and that was all about yesterday.

Today[Thursday]
Woke up late. Morning, saw [insertname]. He was so hot sia! Omg, i missed him so much. Then he walked pass me. Then i called him and he went "Eh, SYAHEEDAAA!" Hahah, missed him. (: Went to school with Faz & Yani. Berries! :D Me and Faz wanted to be late but Yani don't want. -.- Hahah, so then we bused to school, and in the morning had science. During science, i was talking to Shahirah [beside me] then i realise everyone so quiet and Lampo staring at me. -.- Then he said "Finish?". Then i like buat bodoh like nothing happen. I actually wanted to laugh tho. HAHAH!

Then, had English. Again, it was boring. I hate studying and i wonder who in the world does. Kay, so then had recess. Then CME. Mrs Kaur like what only sia. Shoutshoutshout. Esssh. Then had Literature. I have to admit that i like literature. Sham always tell us stories... like very fun to hear. After that was math. BORING!

Then Art. Ms Shidah so the pretty. Haha, i have to admit. And i think she looks like Victoria Beckham. Many people agrees. And i just realised that she pierced her tongue. It was kinda obvious. Whatever. Then at 2.10 had Mt Listening. Stupid radio spoil then our listening lag till 2.30. Wtf sia. Then 3.00 finish instead of 2.40. -.- Hahah, whatever. Alrites la, bye peeps. (:

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2010-04-27T03:40:00.000-07:00

Heyloh PEEPOL! Hahah,i like today. Morning, usual, bused to school with Faz & Yanaay. ;D Then first 2 periods had history. Then PE. Poor thing man, Izzah cried. Awwwww )': We are always there for you la. (: Then, recessed with Jayme and Shahirah cos' i wanted to eat the mee soto. So i bought the food first instead of changing cos' the Q is like, damn the long very fast. Okay, then had math, english. Had a goeography test. It's easy but i think i will fail. Then, CME sucks with the new teacher.
After school, went to Blueberry's house with Strawberry! ;D Hahah, BERRY SISTERS FOREVER. <3 Hahah, funny la. But, as usual. My parents are so the annoying. Then took 811 to my mother's working place. Boring~ After that, my mother and i took a cab to sun plaza cos' she wanto go to the bank. When that was done,.. i was walking and suddenly i saw. [insertname] In fact ah, somehow i knew that, that was gonna happen. (:
Lol, that's all for today. And yes, i know i'm ugly. :D Okayla, bye peeps.

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2010-04-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Helloh peepol. Okay, lets elaborate. Morning, woke up and bus-ed to school with Yani and Fazlyna. Hahah, funny la. Then first period, Mrs Bag came and talktalktalk. Then Lampo's lesson. Hahah, then math. Boringboringboring. Then recessed and after that had mother tongue. We had home econs in class. Spenser said beside me. -.-" Irritating sia he. Hahah, but funny. Then Fitris "thing" suddenly hit the side of the table then everyone laugh even the teacher. Hahahahhahah! Kayla, funny. Then after school, went to Woodland interchange. Followed Iffah & Yani. Then from there took bus 965 to Yishun. Went to mother's place. And i swear, that place is like, dirty to the coree sia! Ewww, i saw 3 huge, gigantic ants in the toilet and i wanna pee also so difficult. Fuck sia. Hahah, then bused to Sembawang Shopping centre banquet. I hate that chef there. He keeps looking at me and smilesmile. Like so gatal. Ewww. Then went home and here i am. Thank gosh i've already finished all my homework.
To Faz&Yani : EH WATCH OUT TOMORROW! BRASTRAPPERS ;D

& to [insertname & insertname], you people better back off our lives. Stop acting. And [insertname], you don’t step fierce. Don’t step bitchy. Just now, you threw shahirah’s correction tape on the table just cos’ we didn’t lent you. Fuck yeah bitch. You know no one likes you. So stop acting. Please eh, we never find fault, so don’t talk about us and back off…

I miss you so much, i really need you. ♥

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2010-04-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

Helloh world. Sorry for not posting yesterday. So i'm gonna first start off with what happened yesterday.

Yesterday[Saturday]
Boring day. Woke up, bathe, ate and at about 12+ went to bottle tree. We wanted to ride the duck but in turns out that the rides start at 6pm. So, -.-". Kay, then we drove to some clay place that was GORGEOUS. Then around there, there was a goat farm so we went there. All the goats seem to be sleeping. Oh, and i bought REDBULL there. Hahah, weird, but it was my first time drinking. When i was younger, i always thought redbull was somesort of beer or something! Hahah! And yeah, it tasted great la. I likeeee it. ;D Then, went back home and did my homework and, yeah that was yesterday.

Today[Sunday]
Woke up, as usual. At about 1+, went to JB. Mother wanted to get her Avon things so we went to 'Larkin' [idk e' spelling]. Then went to MaryBrown to have lunch. And the food is not that nice uh. I still think McD or KFC is the best. So, then from there, shopped at the shops and then came home. I bought only one thing from JB. [wanna know, ask! ;D] Yeah la, spent most of our time there then now here i am. Luckily, i packed my bad and things all yesterday.. cos' right now, all i need is SLEEP! Hahah!

I don't know why, but i feel like tomorrow's gonna be exciting or something. Haha, i hope it would be ;D Okay la, bye peeps.

And yes, i do miss you. ):

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2010-04-23T05:03:00.000-07:00

Tuesday

Woke up, and bus-ed to school with Yani & Fazlyna. Reach school then assemblied. First two periods, had history. Boring. Then had PE. Seriously, pissed off. Cb sia. Fuck la i tell you. Wanto play ball, why must in between us? Wah, i damn the angry man yesterday. Seriously. Haish, sometimes, i feel like people need to forgive and forget. In the face place, i didn't know what she did wrong! And then, Mr Daniel ask us go gym pump our muscles.. then i so funny go and say "eh, but i very muscular already eh!" HAHAHAH.

Whatever. Then had recess. Ate. Went back to class and had lessons. Blahblahblah.. like that only la. Boring.
Then lastly had training. Pissed off sia. Oh and coach said i did improve. ^^ Then finish training, OH YEAH! I met [insername]!! Omg, he even know my name. Wtf. Then bused home lor. That's all.

Wednesday

MY BIRTHDAY! Hahah, morning.. met up with [insertname]. Omg, i felt awkward. Then wait for Yani and Faz. Then got this bus passed me and [insertname]. Then fitris, zikri all in the bus. Then when i went to school, they said [insertname] my [insertword]. What the fuck seh. Then class-ed and blahblah.

After school went to Orchard with my mum. Ate at swensens. Okay uh. Then go home and suffered of boredom. Lol!

Thursday

Bused to school as usual. Then met Mr Lam at in the bus! Haha, we at the bus-stop then he smiling smiling at us. Hahah! Then, first 2 periods is his lesson. I was so sleepy. Then English. Got this sombong teacher came to our class. Then recessed. After that lessons, boringboringboring.

After school, ;D I or "we" were damn daring. Teacher standing out of the classroom, and 3/4 of the class ran in a straight line at the back door. I felt like laughing the shit out of me. Hahahah! Teacher saw but we buat bodoh. HAHAH! Daring man we all. Then i go Causeway.

Then, went back home ah.. boring. -.-

Friday[today]

Morning, bus-ed to school alone. Then, assemblied and had science for the first 2 periods. I swear, i wasn't listening to a single shit he's saying.. but i was daydreaming. Then MT, teacher never come but got relieve so i sat infront of Jayme. Then recessed ~

After recess had english. Teacher just collected our things and then bell go off. So fast. Had PC in hall. Got some councillor investiture thingy la. Boring la, my leg all cramp. After school ^^ .

I love the neoprints and i love laughing the shit out of me! Hahahah! Thank you so much! ;D

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2010-04-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

Helloh ;D Today school was, okay. Haha, morning, bused to school with Fazlyna & Yani. I wanted to wait for the next bus cos i was hoping that [insertname] would be there soon since [insertname's] friend was there. ;D Haha, okay *shutup.* Oh, and Yani, i'll give you your chocolate tomorrow alright?

Assemblied and then had science practical. We had to heat up the bunsen burner. I was afraid that the fire would strike back or something... then when i wanted to pull the tube out of the gas pipe, my hand ter-kene the retort stand with the termomether. It almost fall sia! Then Faz saw and she laughed then i also laughed like hell.

Went back to class after the fucked up practical then had math. Mr Dinesh never come, i likeee.^^ Then chitchatted with Faz for a while and she told me something shocking. *One of our stars digs their nose and __________* HAHAHAH! I can't believe it. Shhhshshhhsshs!

Recessed. After that had a veryveryvery bad gastric. Arggh. Then had MT. Lastly, went down to the kitchen to have home econs. Haha, Spenser and Zikri funny! Spenser keep saying Yi Xian muka cramp (which is true). Hahah, funny la.

After school, i checked my phone and [insertname] texted me. In the end, never meet [insertname] at all but i bused to Causeway Point with Yani and Iffah. Went to library and talk then iffah's primary school friends came. When i reached causeway, i had a terrible gastric pain and i didn't really had the mood to do anything. So i was like -.- all the way. Oh, and i saw Haneesa and beat her hard. Actually, i could beat her harder but she was sorta far from me then it became weird. Hahah. Then trained back home with Yani.

And now, here i am. Yeah, so that was all for today. Tomorrow, got 2.4km retest -.- and floorball training. Can mati i tell you. Kay la, bye.

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2010-04-18T01:08:00.000-07:00

Helloh. Boring day today, as usual. Woke up, bathed, ate breakfast and did my homework for a while. And i also watched "Santau". It's awesome and i love it. Scary but nice. And now, here i am. See, how fuckingzx boring my life is. And see the quote up there, haha, cute right? I found it at photobucket. Ooh, and there's science practical tomorrow. Err, i don't really give a damn, but i would just like to say GOOD LUCK to everyone that's taking the practical tommorrow.
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I hate seeing myself being like this. Like somesort of mute person. I wanto change. I hate this year. No one's been here to help me. Fuck my life. I miss last year. I regret not treasuring the times i had with em'. I regret everything. I want to go back to Canberra Primary. I miss all of em' too much. I like Canberra Sec too, but, there's just something that makes me miss my Primary school so much. I miss Fitria, Syakirah, and the rest of them. I missed how me and Gervaise was so close last time. I missed how the guys in my class were always joking around. I miss Mdm Lee. I miss her teaching me. I miss Juda, Jason, Brennen and all of them. I miss when Mdm Lee would shout and shout at the class and i would be laughing. I miss how the clowns in my class would make Mdm Lee angry. I miss everyone of Excellence 5.

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I hate the 'new' me. I hate the fact that i'm quiet with my friends now. I hate it when i don't fight back. I hate some of the teachers here. I hate everything about me now. I hate being the vice-chairperson. I hate being insecure all the time. I hate it that i've became a 'mute' person and don't stand up for myself and my friends. I hate the new me. I've not completely changed but i still hate the fact that part of me is changing...

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My life is just so fucked up. I don't even know what the fuck i'm typing about right now! Eh, if you think i'm acting or whatever eyh, let me tell you this. "Shut the fuck up cos, this is my blog, i say what i wanto say. You want, you read. If not, then just fuck off! And this is my life. You have no rights to judge about me. I know, i'm not perfect, SO ARE YOU.

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2010-04-17T03:11:00.001-07:00

Today, went to Orchard in the morning. Went with my beloved annoying little brat brother:D Didn't buy anything cos of my brother. My mom said she would bring me there again, next week on my birthday. Oh & My Birthday Is Coming In 4 More Days! I hope that it wouldn't be a boring one like last year. I even forgot what i did or where i went for my birthday last year. Then, looked around for a while and then went to Northpoint. Then went back home and watched tv. & now, here i am. Nothing much to elaborate about tho.

And for yesterday, i feel terrible. I sounded like somesort of drunk biatch or something. I'm really sorry for being a real weirdo yesterday... i didn't know what i was thinking. And yeah, i am a really hot-tempered crazy person. ;D I wanto change for the better. But it's not easy. I won't throw my temper at people but somehow, at myself. Well, i do show my temper but never to my friends. I can't afford to lose any of them. Every single one of them, means a lot to me. ♥ So please forgive me, if you think i have hurt you. Cos, all i really wanted was the best for you. (:

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2010-04-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

Wow! I'm pissing off mahn. That guy's a real bastard i tell ya. Fuck him.. How dare he... WALAOOO!!!!! Why suddenly i damn pissed off and angry ahh? Haish to [mygreatfriend]: I'm so sorry kay? I didn't know i would be so angry cos of what he said [indirectly to you]. Haiya, good luck next time and i hope you'll find someone better. ;)

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2010-04-16T03:29:00.000-07:00

I never had a dream come true, till the day that i found you. Even though i pretend that i’ve moved on you’ll always be my baby. ♥

Awesome day la today. (: Morning, first two periods was science. I swear, i could sleep. Mr Lam talk and talk and talk non-stop. Then, after that had chinese. And guess what? Two chinese instructors/teachers came to teach us how to play chinese chess. I was like, what the fuck mahn. Who in the world is interested to play some stupid game? At that point of time, i think i'd rather listen to Lams' boring talk instead of this. Cos in the first place, he speak damn the fast i have no idea what the fuck he is talking about. Secondly, CHINESE CHESS? I already hate chinese damn much and the 'chess' would make it worse. -.-" Haha! Lol, then was recess. After recess had english... as usual, Ms Suba nagnagnag at those who never bring/do work. The had pastoral care. ^^ Haha, i likeee. Today PC is about 'Relationships'. Who wouldn't like right? ;)
After school, went to Causeway with Iffah and Yani. (: Thanks so much for making my day and for inviting me out. Haha, very funny la. First went to library, did all the homework. And thanks iffah for giving us the answers. I owe you. ;) Then went to MacD. Lastly, we all went back. I took the train back with Yani and stopped at Yishun. Went to my mother's working place. And now, here i am. Oh, and please please do check out my tumblr! And tag me there too. [if there's a tagboard] Andand, yesterday night i chatted with [insertname]. [insertname] damn nice but.. aiyah, i don't know la. Okaay, bye peeps!

[13]

2010-04-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

Helloh. Woke up in the morning at about 9+ did the stupid E-learning. Did Science, Art, History, Cme. Mostly anyhow do. Aiyah, who cares right? Then yesterday i did the literature already. I printed out math and english. Math SUPER DUPER ANNOYING. I was totally lost. _l_ English, i still havent finish. After all the e-learning thingy, went to mom's working place. We planned to go to Orchard after she finished her work. But it rained like DAMN HEAVY. I felt like for all my 13 years, i didn't seen that sort of rain. So went back home and here i am. Super hungry right now. Later, i'll just chiong thru my English.. i seriously don't give a damn laa. Since yesterday i feel kinda giddy. And Yani, I will bring the math okaays? Hahah!
I hope that tomorrow would rain as heavy as today. (:

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2010-04-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

Currently: pissing off. I didn't go to school today. Since Monday, i felt a sharp pain at my throat. As usual, no one would understand my pain. Sometimes, i feel like just letting every single shit i feel i'm going thru, out. Seriously. Haiya, whatever la.

Monday

Morning, waited at the bus-stop with yani for bus to come. Then i saw [insertname]. I know [insertname] looked at me. Haiya, i don't care already la. [But i'm still caring -.-]
There was no well being run. So went straight to class and teacher blahblahblah. After that, had science, then math. Then like that only... After school, went to my mother's centre. Bored but atleast i completed all my homework there. Felt damn satisfied. Oh, and when i was having lunch there, [ate Bee Hoon] i felt like i swallowed something sharp. Up till now, i could still feel it.

Tuesday

Bused to school. Had history in the morning(boring). Then, had PE. Failed my 2.4km. So fucked up i tell you. I just felt pissed off. Did i mention that i get damn angry easily for no reason? Argghh. Then lessons continued after that. After school, went to Sun Plaza with Fazlyna, Yani and Sajidah. I didn't go for training cos i had headache. So walked back home and felt pissed off again. -.- I think i've got some anger issues, or maybe not. But most of the times, i really control myself. In fact, all the time, cos i don't wanna be a monster anymore...

Today

Never go school. I wanna go to the doctor and check my bloody throat. But now, i feel like the pain is gone and i feel a little giddy. Great right? I told myself that i didn't wanna skip school anymore. Whatever. Watched TV all day long and did my homework. ^^

I hate being in this school sometimes. How i wish Fitria was beside me all along. I guess only she would understand my pain. (:
~Whatever.

If you don't know what i'm feeling, then just shut up.

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2010-04-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY♥

Yesterday, had a great time with FAMILY. (:

Thursday evening, went to cousin's house [insyeerah] and slept there.

Well, i gotta admit that she talks ALOT but i still love her. ^^

Yesterday morning, went to causeway with insyeerah, had breakfast at mac, then walk around till about 12+.

Then went back to her house, get ready and at about 2.30, we left the house and went to Orchid Country Club.

I went there with, my mother, grandmother, maid, brother, 2 aunties, 1 uncle, 5 cousins. Nyahahahaha! xD

I didn't win in any of the games tho, but i had fun.

After that, went to Sakura to eat.

For some reasons, i just love that place.

It could either be that at times, the food are delicious, or at times, the waiters are hot.

After that, i was soooo damn exhausted.

So we went back home and reached at about 8[?]

Slept at about 11+ last night.

TODAY

Woke up in the morning, bathed, did my homework.

And i wanto say sorry to ♥Fazlyna, for not going to her birthday party.

I've explained to her and am happy that she understands.

And, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY FAZLYNAAAAA! ♥♥♥

And i try my best to help you kay? (:

And now, my aunty from australia is here.

I also never really layan her.

Instead i'm blogging, duh.

I can't wait to collect my new spectacles tomorrow! ^^

And, if i can get some of the bowling pictures from my aunt, i'll try to upload it aites?

Alright, i still need to finish up with my science, and home econs project.

Kayy, bye.

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2010-04-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Heys, finally updated my blog. Thanks again to Yani for helping me paste the code. Mostly, i edited it by myself. :D Kay, so today i never go to school. Haishshssx, i really got no mood. In the morning, woke up and told myself to just go and see what happen, but i was like so half hearted. I just don't feel like i'm being myself. I don't know why but if you think i'm over acting or whatever, then tell. Woke up and bathe. Then decided not to go to school, so i read a book after that. Oh and now, i realise that i'm becoming more "nerd-ier"! Seriously, i also don't know why suddenly i'm so hardworking! Nyahaha, wierd. Then at about 11, went to Aries. Bought a PROPER stud. On the way back home, i saw Arinah. Hehes, i miss her so much! I go home, help my grandmother cos she is cooking for people. Then walk around... do nothing... then here i am. Lols, i'm so bored and i'm DYING!

I'm kinda afraid on Monday. Cos i'll be having my home econs practical exam and will be cooking fried rice. In fact, almost everyone will be cooking that. Oh, and i've still got the home econs project to do. So many things more lehh.

Butttt.. i'm looking forward to tomorrow's bowling with my cousins and FAZLYNA's BIRTHDAY! Hehees, can't wait! Hehehe, kaay larhs.

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2010-03-31T01:54:00.000-07:00

Thanks, ♥Yani for updating my blog. I love you too! ;D Okay, so today bus-ed to school with Yani & Fazlyna. In the morning, had Mother tongue. I failed my spelling. [as usual] Then i give my chinese teacher my report card. Oh, and yesterday Mrs Bagchi scold me. Cb ahh! I told her that my report card don't have my chinese marks. Then she shout and shout and blah and blah and say why i never check the paper properly. Of course i can't check properly when everyone around me is crowding and snatching for it! Then just now, i gave it to my chinese teacher and she said sorry. See! Atleast she is understanding. It's the school's fault or printing it wrongly. -.-

Then, had English. I was so the boredzx. Must don't know do somesort of book review and then newspaper activity. Full of shit only larhh. I hate [insertname] & [insertname] from my class! Act like teachers pet onyy!

Whatever~

Recessed then after that was IT but don't have. And Mr Lam also never come. ^^ After Mr Nat left, a malay teacher came. I think his name is Mr Ismail. I not sure larhs. Then he was there to relieve us, so the class was damn quiet. Then, when i turned around, i saw almost everyone sleeping. Nyahaha! The class so quiet, of coz lurh sleepy. Then got math.. we all must go in groups. So me, shahirah, javier and michael in a group. Malas wanna elaborate cos nothing much happened.

Then after school, took the bus back home and here i am. I think i still got my science homework to do.. & home econs project. I don't feel like doing to school tomorrow. I just feel like something's wrong. Like i said, it's okay if i walk alone. Heyh, but i got feelings too you know...

31 March 2010

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2010-03-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

` Azriyani Here :D
Updating for this Lazy-ass friend of mine .
What should I blog about ? Hmmm .
How we got to know each other ? Haha .
I got to know her through Twitter .
My cousin msged me & said that she
had a friend whom is schooling at
Canberra Secondary & is also in 1N1 (:
So , Yeah . That's how we kinda got to
know each other . & Believe me ,
I love her veryvery much :D
So if you hurt her , I'll hunt you down .
Haha , Okay that's all (:

Shit you [7]

2010-03-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, so i've just found out that i'm the new vice chairman. Gosh, i really HATE doing all this stuff. Yeahs, so i didn't go to school today. After breakfast, went to sun plaza with my maid, brother and nenek. So boring. Then, went home for a while and went back to sun plaza MRT. Waited for Yani for about 20 minutes(?) I don't know. Then suddenly, got this pastamania guy who was smoking turned and smile at me. I was damn afraid, i just ignored him like i didn't seen anything. Siao uhr that dumbo. Then Yani came. She gave me just the geography file with 2 english worksheets inside it. I thought there were like tons of homework or something! xD Came home used comp for a while. While using, it ter-off[ed] by itself. So i decided to send my bro to school. So cute seyh the tiny winy children there. Heeehes.:D
Sooo, here i am now. And bytheway, i've just created a tumblr. Please do check it out.^.^ It's at the "link" section in this blog. But i will still be posting the most on blogger. (:

Hmmm, well, i thought of changing the blogskin and all. But i would just take alot of time and i'm afraid that when halfway i updating, my computer ter-off again. It's gonna' cause me a whole lot of trouble. -.- Later MAYBE i'll be going to Kinokuniya[sp?] I really wanna' check out the book that my literature teacher told me. "The Tibetan Book Of The Dead". I don't know why, but that time when he was talking to us about the book, he told us not to buy it O.O weird. Anyways, he said that the book is a few thousand plus year old book ad it cost about 40-50 dollars. Hmmm, maybe i can afford to buy it. ;P

Next week, got CA1. My first CA for secondary school. So exciting^^ NOT! I am in no mood for CA's. Haish, i've gotta go yeah?
Bye peepol. (:
5 March 2010

Fun? [6]

2010-03-04T03:38:00.000-08:00

Heyys. Kay, so i didn't go to school for so far 2 days. I was sick lor. Kaykay, lets elaborate. :D

Monday
First period had well-being run. While we were walking to the field, there was a cute little froggy.^^ Heeehes. Kay, then run run run. Marcus told me i was the number 8th girl to reach. Lol, unbelievable right? After that science. Boring, as usual. Then got math. Forgot what we did. Lol! Then got recess. After recess had mother tongue. We actually had chinese exam on Tuesday and i didn't even know it! Stupid right me? I know. -.-

Tuesday
As usual, rode the bus with Yani. She was a little late, i guess. But still reached school on time. ;)

Assemblied and i found out that i have to go for some stupid interview(?) Naahh! I don't want. ;P Then first two periods had History. I can sleep, i tell ya'. So boring leh. Mrs Bagchi really needs to make the lessons more interesting. I kinda like the way she speaks, but i don't understand her. O.O I like the "confidence" she has. Heehes :D After that was PE. Ms Ong didn't came. Then the other male teacher, i think Mr Tan came and took over our class. Before we played the games, did a short run to the temple. Lol, i didn't run tho. Then recess, something happened. -.-" Haish, nevermind. Shouldn't be so careless. -.-

When all the lessons ended, i got my chinese exam. I so stupid seyyh! Never learn the textbook things. Haiyo, confirm fail one la.

Then, after everything over, has training. I was so pissed off. Haish, we didn't use to be like this. Coach praised the B division juniors. I know why she praised me. I know what i did that made her praise me. Even though 2 goals got in cos' of me, i know i did my best. Thus we didn't have a keeper. ^^ Nevermind~

Wednesday
Didn't go to school. Was feeling sick laa. I hate being sick. But, atleast not so bad uh. Just got a cold/flu. So, i woke up, feeling sick. Told my mum that i didn't wanna go to school. She allowed. ;D Then i couldn't sleep so i just stayed awake and did nothing. Then, the day went on like that...

Thursday

Woke up and didn't go school again. In the afternoon like that, went to doctor. Took medicine and MC from her. Kay, so its 9:36pm now and my room's freezing cold.

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Everyone's fighting. I really really want all this to stop. Let's just say sorry. Everyone was at fault. Pleasee, just say sorry, from our hearts. Seriously, that's the best idea i could think of. That's the only way. Please laa people. Stop all this things. PLEASEEEEEE LAAAAAAAHHHH! -.-""

4 March 2010

Sad life [5]

2010-02-23T03:08:00.000-08:00

Not in the mood to post... just gonna do a short one. SO MANY things have happened lately. I'm not supporting anyone. I love both of ya. Please, do understand. I can die, just by doing this. SERIOUSLY. That's mainly the reason why i don't have the mood to go to school just now and i was too tired. Pleasee, don't lose your trust in me. (if you are) I wish, i was never in this fucking school. Goshh. I can't take it anymore! I'm too fuckin' stressed. Don't treat me like dogs. (referring to the one in my class) & i ain't your fucking maid! Geddit? Haishh, i'm feeling hurt. Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. But my mum's gonna start to question me. Girl, i really ♥ you. Please talk to me. Don't be mad at me. Pleaseee, i'm begging you. (: Oooo, & i so need a fuckin' pierce, i tell ya!

Oooo, & karma is taking it's action. _I_
23rd February2010

Wooohoo, first game played for me:D [4]

2010-02-16T02:51:00.000-08:00

I actually didn't feel like blogging but suddenly, i wanted to. :\ Kay, last Friday, got Chinese New Year celebration in the hall. At about 11.40, left the hall & went to to canteen to have lunch cause got tournament. We went to Bukit Merah Sec & played there. Then, i saw my last year coach. Heheh, i don't know if he saw me or not. We were playing with North View Sec. Saw Asiah there. Before the match, we practiced & all uh. During the third period, 1min + before the game end, coach ask me to play.

Me: *daydreaming mood*

Ika: *steps out of the rink(?)*

Coach: "Syaheeda get in!"

I was freaking nervous & lost. Everything like so blur. Stupid ahh me, daydream. Hehhee. Coach say she put me as reserve. So i thought, most likely, i wont play. But i did. Nevermind, at least i get to experience the game for 1min +. At least, we won. 9-1. Coach keep scolding us, she say we never play properly & so on. Haiyaa, at least we won lehh. Then, after the match, went to Mac with ika & idah. Funneyh, i tell you. Malas wanna elaboratee. :D

Just now, went to Causewaypoint. Bought a new bag. Luckily i've done most of my homework. I'm only left with Geography & Home Econs. I don't think need to pass up tomorrow uh. Tomorrow got match. I think it's our last one. I'm not sure. Will be against Northland. I don't what to say. I don't know why, but i can't wait for tomorrow. Lol! I know i won't be playing tho. It's okay. Kk, will try to blog again soon. (:

Just Random [3]

2010-02-10T01:41:00.000-08:00

Heyhey. Just now morning, bus-ed to school with yani. Then when we assemble already, i heard them say something which made me LMFAO. Haaha, then first period was mother tongue. I felt like sleeping. After that got English. Ms Suba never come again. Yaayy! :D Then after that recess went with Jayme & Shahirah.

After recess was IT. ^^ Hehehehe, Mr Nat. :P We had to prepare some slides for don't know what presentation. I felt like it was a waste of time, lol. Then got science. We all Q-ing outside the library cause just finished IT. Then, the class chairman & everyone will always take our own sweet time to go back to class coz science lessons damn boring. So then, we were slowly walking to class. Then suddenly Mr Lam slowly walking towards us. Then we quickly turned around coz we wanna' run away from him. HAHAHAHHAHHA! xD But we didn't. He told us to go to the comp lab downstairs coz we had somesort of mobile learning(?) I don't know uh. Then me, afiqah, & yani discussed together using the tablet PC thingy.

After that, went back to class & had math. Mr Dinesh showed us some sort of game thingy. I find it cute, lol. Then, finish school, bus-ed back home with iffah & yani. Just chat-ted with yani. Lol, i told her something weird/funny/stupid(?) But i think it was true. Hehehhehe. :D

10thFebruary2010

I'm not being myself lately... [2]

2010-02-08T23:51:00.000-08:00

Heyy. (: Finally blogging again. Okay so im in Canberra Secondary this year. I'm in 1N1. I've met some new awesome friends. I choose floorball as my cca. Nevermind la, anything also can. :P Then yesterday got tournament. CANBERRA vs SWISS COTTAGE. We lost. I didn't get to play though. The coach choose mostly the seniors. I actually don't want to play also. The previous match was with St. Anthony. We lost also.

Yesterday was like the most embarrassing day of my life! Lol! First, my shoe the sole part came off. Then i must walk like cacat. Then, my pocket got hole! My coins keep falling. Then i too paiseh wanna' keep on picking them up so i think i didn't pick up 30cents. I feel like a dumbass yesterday seyy. Arrgghh! Everyone keep laughing at me. ): Haiyaa, nevermind laa.

Then, today, got History test & Geography quiz. I never learn at all. I'm actually planning to fail. Nowadays, i like very malas already. Everything also i like don't care. & not i'm being myself lately. I don't know why. I'm more quiet now and likee... different. I don't know la..

I haven't start on my homework yet. Not that much. Bytheway, i've actually deleted some of my older posts. I don't want to think about the past anymore. So many things have happened. Okaay uh. Malas wanna type.

Bye. (:

9thFebruary2010

Lmao! [1]

2009-11-27T03:46:00.000-08:00

Got back my results and am very happy with it ;) IDC what you all think , cause i know i have done my best . Just got back from the "hello" shop at Causeway Point . I bought a ..... IPHONE ! YEAH ! But got a little problem cause the line is under my mom's and so on . Haish , nevermind la . At least my mom is okay with giving me the phone ;D So freaking happy , well , sortof :D

Last week i went to watch Singapore Idol again . After the show , we were all at the reception area and there was this AWESOME girl nam-ed Fitri Rozlyana . She is so freaking sweet and she sang for me . Actually i requested her to do a video and put it up in youtube but instead , she sang it for me at the reception area in Mediacorp Broadcasting Centre . She sang well . I was smiling to the max till my cheeks were shaky and i felt like crying . Then EVERYONE was looking at me :0 Haish , well thank god everything was over and i really hope fitri didn't regret :)

MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT GOT HACKED !

Haish ! Well it all started when , me , the stupid girl gave prakash my password . He said he wanted to hack pet society for me but instead that wasn't him(which was what said by him) . That was someone else who had also hacked his account . But right now , i could not enter cause the idiotic ass changed the email =[ . And the best part is , the email wasn't an ordinary one like what normal people would have created . Instead it was : mamaakubusuk@yahoo.com.sg . Freako right ? So i have just created a new account . Do add me yeah ?

Well , blog again soon . Byee.